August 14, 2011

Be strong and power through... was not my theme for today. I was taken over by an alien headache and quite literally forced to the ground. In those minutes, I felt like I was being judged for being weak, or over-exaggerating. Something tells me, however, that the only person judging me was in fact, ME. In my perceived moment of weakness, I began to kick myself while I was down. My ego's desire to be perfectly in control had presented itself in a new way. My challenge was to surrender. Not to the pain, or the judgment, but to the love that was offered to me by others. I had not asked for it, made an appointment or hid myself... I just surrendered. And on a whole new level, I get it!